overwhelmed.

September 2, 2011 at 12:50 pm · Filed under blogged and tagged: bad things, questions, school

that’s me.

i feel like i’m going crazy half the time.

how am i supposed to do everything or anything?

i feel like a bad person because i cannot take care of myself because i have no time to do it, so others help me.

i feel like a bad friend because i have to cancel on people.

i feel very selfish because i’m trying to focus on MY homework and my work because i just have no time to get anything else done.

i feel very dumb because i don’t understand what i’m supposed learning.

what if i’m just not good at anything?  what if the law isn’t what i’m supposed to do?

what if i’m not supposed to do anything and i’m just supposed to be the way i am without school?

why does that option make me sad?

why do i think i’m better than i am?

why do i think i should be doing better?

what if this is just it.

sorry for anyone who i depress with this stuff.

if i tell people in real life, i’ll just cry or feel even more dumb.  

i’m an annoying person to be around.

i should just lie to people.  

 

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