toolazy…
i like doing things, but i'm just so-dang-lazy.Archive for August, 2011
sucker.
i’m a sucker for free food!
and i eat too much.
there was a potluck at work and it was awesome.
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blarg
I’m trying to be good.
On Mon-Thurs, I’ve been waking up early to work out before work. Then, I have work. Then, I go to school. Doesn’t sound like much and it’s tiring. I get home and I cannot sleep and I don’t understand what is going on in class. The classes are so small that you have to participate or it’ll hurt your grade.
In between I try to eat somewhat healthy and move around a lot. I try to ensure I have lunch breaks and I take walks.
And yet, THAT FUCKING STUFF MEANS CRAP.
I just gain more and more weight and I dont’ want to buy more clothes. I am just going to weigh more than my bf and that LITERALLY MAKES ME CRY.
So, I should just give up on that.
why get up early in the morning? i could just starve myself and it’ll actually do something.
what is the point of working hard and not getting anything out of it?
seriously?
i’ll try to finish this semester, but i don’t have the passion nor smarts nor time nor energy to do this.
i think two weeks is enough to know at this point. i have a job, i should just be happy i have a job.
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New Thang
So, i’ll try to be back. This will be my venting spot because….because… I was reminded of this thing and I just started law school.
Oh yes, law school. In my advanced age of early 30s (not old, but it’s been ten years since I took a course), I’m back to school.
This week has been orientation.
I’ve already cried once (which, I’m not the only one because several of my classmates told me that’s what they did on Monday or Tuesday too).
It’s exciting, nervewracking, nuts, crazy…and I haven’t even started classes yet. That’s on Monday. Happy happy joy joy!
So, I hope I don’t drive myself too crazy because:
1. This is nuts
2. This is a lot of money
3. This feels like putting a lot of eggs in one basket.
I dunno if that makes sense.
I’m still working full-time. I’m so tired. I’m still going to the gym (before work). So it’s going to be gym, work, school.
I hope I don’t get super fat or super crazy or super sleep deprived (which has already started to happen).
Friday are going to be so sweet.
I can’t wait for sleep, beer, and food.
Wish me luck please. I need it!!!!!
