just minding my own business, sweating profusely because it’s hot and there is no a/c because it’s NEVER this hot, when it hit me.
lonely.
boo. i need some friendly interaction. like with, friends.
i do adore my honey, but sometimes, you just want to sit with your friend and drink pitchers of beer while watching television. or drinking margaritas and eating nachos. or going on a silly target shopping trip because you two have nothing to do. or going out and people watch so you can make fun of them. yes, most of those things have specific friends attached to them. guess who you know. ha ha
and yet, i don’t feel like traveling miles and miles to see mis amigos.
conundrum.
Sometimes even when you have that freedom you can’t help but to feel the loneliness… Its a complicated feeling, loneliness. But, in the end you remember that true happiness comes within oneself. You gotta be able to say to hell with this, on to the next complicated emotion. =)
Smile Miss Vanessa! I know what I said doesn’t help much, but I thought I’d share with you anyway. Hope all is well.